well nvr been blogging for a long tyme due to the emptiness in me...truthfully speaking ive not been handling my life well. for this many weeks ive been doing some soul searching. been meeting alot of people. everyone that ive meet didnt seem 2 interest me except for this one girl. well i can say she reali make me see the brighter side of life. Starting to kinda fall for her each n everyday. i told her but she said that her heart is ready 2 open to sum1 yet..well i understand..another girl she's been liking me since i dun noe when...well my feelings for her is as a friend but she still hoping i will open up my heart for her. the ferst girl i will called her 'Girl1' and the another girl will be 'Girl2'.Girl1 has not been reply my msgs n my phone calls while Girl2 is msging me and giving me calls. Girl1 wrote in her facebook tats she's lost hope in me. well she's not the ferst girl 2 say that..its hurts..seriously..but i cant blame on her..i am confused indeed i am...u r right..well i guess it's juz me n the world...maybe i will try 2 open up my feelings for Girl2...Girl1 ur a great person seriously...juz continue in achieving ur dreams..will always support u!!!